When i got on the scales today...after a good week pts wise(ok maybe to much salt)-i gained a lb-F$$k F$$k F$$k-sorry about my french but how the hell did that happen???I felt very unmotivated-in this cyle with ww of a small loss,a sts, a gain-1step 4ward and 2 back...........anyway this afternoon-i have had words with myself and thought i cant give up...no way!!But need a boost so starting atkins on monday-for at least 2 weeks-i need the scale to move for me...its getting me really down...the devil in me says just do what u did for ur wedding-but i know it would pile on me again so whats the point in that.God i think i have about 17 weeks till i go on my cruise...i really thought i would have lost more than i have-my metabolism must be all mucked up.Things need to change they really do-i cant stay like this-there is a skinny minny in me dying to get out!!I'll get thru this weekend and get my head in the zone for atkins on monday-new challenge-here i come.x
