update!!

hey guys not been on here for yonks....but im still alive-hehe!Doing good on the diet following a totally different diet programme and its working for now-i'm down to 14st 5lbs-so i've lost 2st 3lbs in total-wooohooo....still quite a way to go but seeing a big difference in myself...its late and its past my bedtime but tomorrow im gonna get hubby to take underwear shots and compare to the last ones-i will post to compare the difference-anyway guys night night for now.x

Bring on week 2!!

yaayy week one completed ok so im not under 15 quite yet but i am 15st 1lb....and i have been for an indian and been to a wedding at the weekend so i think that is pretty good going!!!Chose very wisely at indian and avoided the buffet at the wedding.....so happy with those results........but now its time to turn up the heat!!I need to get at least another half a stone off b4 totm time again....which will be in about 12 days-so off i go!!Come fri i want to be 14 st 11lbs....how good does that sound saying that:)-woooooooohoooooooooo.Right heads in the zone!!x

day 5

and i'm 15st 2.5lbs-woohoo...delighted, the scales are going down at a nice rate-long may it last!Hoping to be under 15st come monday-that would be amazing-gonna try try try!!Cant believe im on day 5 of this and still going strong-have my head int the zone now.....21 days time my mind is changed-hehe......bring it on!!!But the weekends are the hard times and im out for dinner tonite and then at a wedding on sat night.......but i want to be slim more than naughty food so im gonna resist-i must!!!Well done diet bud for getting back on track-ur doing fabby hun-keep it up!x

day3!!

And 2lbs down over night-woohooo-taking me to 15st 4lbs-delighted with that and thinking i could be under 15 st by the weekend at this rate-how good is that!!Every morning when i do this i wake up excited to see what they scales say!!So 46lbs to go now-haha....better get my skates on-roll on day 3.......here goes!!!!!!!!!!x

day 2 wedding diet!!

Day 2 nearly done....and its going well-feels good to be honest-back in control of myself-i know what im eating and thats it-no temptations etc leading to overeating-so its all good.stepped on the scales this morning and im back at my lowest weight of 15st 6lb-yay-so new clean slate for me and i cant wait to see those scales go down and down.It spurs me on so much!!The last time i did this diet the weight fell off me-im hoping this time will be the same.So 12 weeks on fri now-which means 84 days-OMG....i want to lose 48lbs(big ambitions but would be happy with 34lbs-which would mean i was 13st...but 48lbs means my goal 12st)-so anyway if i lost 1.75lbs per day i could do it-a little unrealistic i know....but the lower i go the better!!Anyway off to saviour my dinner-Ax

drastic measures!!!!!

ok time is ticking and the scales are not moving quick enough for me........being good bad good-so i have decided to be as strict as i was 4 my wedding and to get the lbs off....i know its sooo strict but i think its what i need-im all or nothing really so at least if i know in my head what im having each day and what time theres no ooo i'll just have that and make it up etc....so from now on i will be having the following-:
B-m&s fruit punnet 3pts
S-skinny latte 3pts
L-M&s fruit punnet 3pts
D-marinated chicken and veg 4pts
Total 13 pts and will be drinking lots of water,diet coke and chewing gum to see me thru!!
Very strict yes i know but i need to see results and fast-i have done this b4 and i will do it again....seemingly if u do something for 26 days in a row it reprogrammes ur mind and becomes a habit-so thats my plan to get thru 26 days straight being very strict on it....i will worry about the consequences of it when im happy with my weight-hopefully will maintain by adding carbs very slowly back in(even just at weekends etc)...when i did this b4 i maintained for a bit put on a bit but then fell pregnant and just ate evrything in site...so this time i need to really focus-getting it off will be hard yes but keeping it off will be harder-i just need to feel good for my holiday which is 12 weeks on sat-OMG.The last time i did this i lost 3 stone in 4 months....this time i know it will be slower but im hoping to be in the small 13s in 12 weeks...if i am i will have lost 2 1/2 stone.I'm determind to do it!!!x

Being a slack ass!!

Im floating thru the days this week....doing it half heartedly....i've not been mega bad but i know i havent gave it my all this week and thats why im the same weight as last week:(-i need a boost, i need to get my serious head back on...ive not been blogging, tracking or planning and this is the consequences of it....i dont have time for mucking about-13 weeks today till i sail-so tonite im out for dinner and as of tomorrow-SOUTH BEACH HERE I COME....not tried this before but hoping it will give me miracle results.This week im gonna get my head in the zone and challenge on!!Next weigh in fri 4th of sept....i want to be as near to the 14s as i possibly can.come on be strong ang!x

still alive lol!!

yes im still alive.....just been busy busy!!well the diet hasnt gone the best this week-its not been off the wall bingeing but its been my birthday etc which has meant cake and lots of naughty's and i have tried to do what i can to recover but its safe to say this week is well and truly f$$ked!!!So i'm hoping and praying for a sts-never thought i'd say it but i am...especially after going from atkins to eating the way i am....i seriously need a kick up the bum-lost my motivation a bit this week and im getting a bit desperate now-13 weeks till my hols-oooooooooo.....gonna go to bed and pray-hehe.....i need to get back on track-I MUST I MUST!!x

oh how im enjoying...

this healthy eating again....had a huge salad for lunch-it was so light and refreshing-it really enjoyed it!!Just worked out i have another 4lbs to lose to get my next silver 7...that will be a total of 21lbs...this is my next mini goal and it will take me to being 15st 1lb-woohooo.....cannot wait!!x

Goodbye atkins-Hello kickstart!!!!

Well ate till my little heart was content last night.....but can u believe it i had no room for pudding-what is wrong with me????Stomach must have shrunk....head was saying yummy-go for it and tummy was saying NO WAY!!hehe..Anyway straight back on it this morning kickstart that is...had my porridge for brekky...and i raring to go....looking forward to eating my kinda things this week-but still gonna watch my carb intake!!Not weighing myself till monday-a bit nervous to see what the damage will be after my binge session...but hoping a few good days on ww and my totm going-it will even itself back out.Then a good week on kickstart-plenty water and this week i'm gonna make sure plenty exercise too!!So at the end of this week what do i want to achieve??????Well lets say monday im back to 15st 5lb(what i weighed on fri wi)...by fri i would love to be 15st 2lbs-a 3lb loss would be fantastic....but this is the part im most nervous about going onto another diet after atkins-need to focus this week....dont want the last 2 weeks and the 5lb loss to go down the drain.

change of plan!!

Ok weighed in today and over night i have gained a lb.....so my sp was wrong and i have lost 1lb instead of 2....but thats still fab as my totm is here and i feel about forty stone!!So i'm having my pig out day today and will be back on it tomorrow...ww that is-18 pts kick start week after atkins...i am sooooo glad not to be eating fatty foods and today even tho i'm having a eat what u like day......all i really want is fruit and fruity juice to get this yukky taste out of my mouth!!Well ok i want chocolate too-hehe....so out tonite with hubby and friends for a meal and drinks and then tomorrow im up and set to go again....got my porridge at the ready!!Not weighing myself till mon...after this bad session...but will take mon's weight and plod on...this time with more h20 and exercise..........god i've not even finished my bad day and i cant wait to be good already...something is wrong!!Well off to have another forrero rocher-mmmmm.speak to u tomorrow.x

2more days on atkins!!

Weigh in tomorrow and since last fri...my scales are saying a 2lb loss-which is fab considering my totm is ready to come anyday....normally that would be a gain.Over all on atkins i have lost 5lbs in 11 days-how good is that eh!!But with totm on the way i am battling so much for something sweet....2 days to go-i wont give in...no way-i'm not a quitter!!But looking forward to my fun weekend and then back to low points.Well done diet buddy on ur amazing loss-u are doing fantastic!!On to the next challenge hun!!x

2 days till wi-omg!!

Another pound lost on the scales this morning taking me to 15st 4lbs-woobloodyhoo!!Got 2 full days b4 wi...i need to push it one last bit and hope this totm comes along the way...that would hopefully take a couple of pounds off too.Really craving something sweet but i'm so determind to see the atkins out till sat(my pretend b-day)-hehe.Also looking forward to going back to ww low points as from mon...got my points calculator back out ready to go..will be sticking to 18 pts for a week.I'm really pleased i have done the atkins and i'm delighted with the results-i'm not gonna lie-it has been hard for me-its so not what i'm used to but its defo shook my body up a bit and i would do it again in another short burst maybe in a couple of months for another boost.So in total so far doing 9 full days i have lost 5lb-another 2 full days to see final results-defo worth it!!I'm praying i lose another 2lbs-i wont be disheartened if i dont but...would love to say/see i have lost half a stone in 11 days doing..then i can stick my tongue out to eric for being such a sceptic!!But just need to see what happens when i go back to low points now????x

Only 4 days to go on atkins!!!

Totm is lurking............woke up this morning and would have killed someone for chocolate-thank god there was none in the house or it would have been a choc frenzy!!Stood on the scales and still 15st 5lbs...so got till fri to shift another little bit because on sat im having a FUN day....where i can have whatever i want...mmmm-im drooling at the thought-its my b-day on tues but i'm gonna pretend its on sat because i dont wanna be bad in the middle of my new week...so bad on sat and then sun i'll be a little careful and then back on ww on mon doing kickstart(hoping it will shock my body again).Was hoping to be in the 14s by mon but my totm and my b-day has got in the way-so now i'm hoping after the next few days,totm coming and going and doing kickstart for a week-i will be in the 14s by then-i really hope so!!!Be the best b-day pressie ever!!x

Day 6 atkins!!

Well its day 6-woohoo...how well am i doing-cant believe how quick its going now....couldn't have done it without u jeri-thanx hun and good luck on ur camping trip-BE STRONG-u can do it!!

I'm feeling good,lighter and motivated but....eric wants to go out for dinner tonite and i've not been out for dinner yet on the atkins Arrgghhh!!So i need to be prepared and choose a restaurant wisely b4 i go...try and just have a steak or salmon or chicken???Need to look on the net and see what looks appealing!!8 days to go now to get the best results i can then a week on kickstart ww and then onto south beach...oh how i have been missing my latte's!!
Last night was fine...eric was sitting having a beer and i wasnt even bothered at all about having a drink at all-he was laughing at me cooking my steak dinner...I NEVER COOK ON A FRI NIGHT!!we always go out or order takeaway-so he was impressed with me cooking my steak-whilst he tucked into an indian...but i'm so motivated i dont want to ruin anything...i will have a little treat on my b-day which is soon so i can wait!!well guys fingers x 4 a good weekend 4 me!!x

Day 5 atkins!!

Well after a crazy morning with my scales not deciding what weight i was and me nearly giving up and running away-hehe...........off i went to boots to get weighed and woooohoooo my sp was correct i had lost 3lbs-taking me to 15st 6lbs-yes i'm under the half stone mark!!My next mission is to get under 15......can i do it-yes i believe i can now!!!Only 9 days left on this atkins challenge and so far so good for me!!6lbs to lose in 9 days oooo.It is getting easier....still wouldnt say im that excited about the food-but it defo gives u results and i think 2 week bursts of this is fab!!Oh i think i will piss my pants to see the 14s on the scales and thats me half way there...........calculated again and now i need to lose 3.2 lbs per week to be @ target-got 15 weeks now till i go-i'm counting it down-i cant wait now....but getting these lbs off is making me nervous-just need to keep plodding on!!right now to get thru this weekend!!x

Day 4 atkins!!

well woke up this morning and feel slimmer-chin is pointier,heavy feeling has gone in my tummy-woohoo!!Stepped on the scales and theyre just the same-which is fine..but wi tomorrow-hoping they will move again slightly if not i will still be delighted with my 3lbs loss this week!!!So 9 days to go and 7lbs to lose-oh to see those 14s!!I have to say the 1st week has went quick!!I've not deciding what im gonna do after induction!!Dont know whether to do another week of atkins or switch to south beach or slimming world??The only thing thats swaying me to atkins again is because if i do get to 14st 13lbs...its just under 15st so i dont want to be as close to the edge as that b4 i start a new diet incase i sts or gain a bit...ooo decisions decisions...i will see how i go next week b4 deciding!!What draws me 2 the other 2 diets is..south beach is sort of similar to atkins but u can have lattes and nuts etc..i will need to read up on it more and slimming world looks good-i know alot of people who have followed this diet and all lost loads...all ur fruit and veg and mullerlights(yummy) are free...i'm thinking i would follow the red days which are protein with a little carbs-to break myself in easy after.well off to guzzle lots of water and do some housework-the joys!!x

Day 3 atkins cont-:

Something has happened today-i'm feeling good!!Have more of a spring in my step-the atkins is giving me more energy i think!!Went to the cinema with Tia today...she had nacho's and ice cream etc and i just sat there sipping my water...but to be honest i wasn't even bothered!!When i came out @ 2:30 i realised i hadn't had lunch-so i thought i better have something-so i ended up having a double cheeseburger minus the roll-it was actually really nice-i never eat mcdonalds really-and if i do its a chicken thingy..but read the atkins site and it said they are 100% beef patties so i should be fine!!Pork fillet for dinner tonite with cauliflower mashed with butter and grated cheese on top.Had a slight colour change on the pee stix-so its defo working...my breathe stinks-i'm getting quite paranoid about it...been brushing my teeth alot more than normal-Eric is winding me up about it tho...should never have told him u get bad breathe on the atkins-hehe!!Cant wait to get on the scales tomorrow-how sad is that eh!!Hope theyre good 2 me.x

Day 3 atkins!!

well here i am day 3...last night i struggled-i was desperate for something sweet and fruity...but i didnt give in.Its making me moaney and moody but i think this is the sugar withdrawals and im hoping its gonna pass soon!!But i jumped on the scales and i'm lighter-woooohooooooo...but will confirm my official loss @ WI on fri..seeing the loss is making me more determind to stick with this-9 more days to go...i'm counting down-then i can have a drink and a little cake just in time for my b-day-mmmmx

Day 2 atkins!!

Well woke up this morning strangely not hungry...very unlike me...normally as soon as i open my eyes im in the fridge-hehe.Anyway weighed myself this morning and the scales are saying 15st 8.5lbs.....so in 2 weeks time i want to be seeing the 14s on those scales.Breakfast was a yummy 3 egg omelette with bacon,cheese,onion,mushrooms mmmm-i'm enjoying breakfast the most on this diet so far.Feel slimmer in my face again-think the bloatedness has gone-so ready to go for it-my b-day is 2 weeks today-the best pressie ever would be to be in the 14s.Cant wait to see those stix turn purple-woohoo-means im burning my own fat.Feeling more positive today...looking forward to the energy atkins is meant to give u 2-need a little spring in my step i think-well better get on with the housework guys bye for now x

DAY 1 ATKINS-here goes!!

ok got over my shitty weekend and my head is the zone for the atkins-god i better see results with this!!Went shopping to asda and cant believe how unhealthy my trolley was-full fat everything...i'm normally the low fat,low cal, george foreman grilling machine queen-hehe!!So this morning it was so weird having a fry up-couldn't tell u the last time i had one of those!!My mentor tells me i should have a good loss and when i change to another diet i shouldnt blow up(i'm trusting u jeri!!!hehe)So 2 weeks induction here i come....would love to go into september in the 14s...that would so spur me on!!Its deperate measure's now...will my cruise be all i imagine it to be...will i look uber skinny in all my posh frocks???I really hope so!!x

Could have cried!!!

When i got on the scales today...after a good week pts wise(ok maybe to much salt)-i gained a lb-F$$k F$$k F$$k-sorry about my french but how the hell did that happen???I felt very unmotivated-in this cyle with ww of a small loss,a sts, a gain-1step 4ward and 2 back...........anyway this afternoon-i have had words with myself and thought i cant give up...no way!!But need a boost so starting atkins on monday-for at least 2 weeks-i need the scale to move for me...its getting me really down...the devil in me says just do what u did for ur wedding-but i know it would pile on me again so whats the point in that.God i think i have about 17 weeks till i go on my cruise...i really thought i would have lost more than i have-my metabolism must be all mucked up.Things need to change they really do-i cant stay like this-there is a skinny minny in me dying to get out!!I'll get thru this weekend and get my head in the zone for atkins on monday-new challenge-here i come.x

WI TOMORROW-OMG!!

Yes its d-day tomorrow again.....not feeling a loss this week-i'm thinking im getting another sts
:(-i really hope not but its looking that way.Need to cut out salty foods this week for sure-it has to be that was it setting me back.It getting totm month time again as i'm getting sore backs,crampy tummys and can just feel it lurking-hope its not gonna be like this for 2 weeks till it comes-sometimes i wish i was a man-hehe!!Having a bbq for dinner tonite but its all pointed and very healthy.Tomorrow im up and out early to callanetics-will weigh in 1st....i'm getting my measurements taken tomorrow-so dying to know how many inches i have lost.I just want weigh to go well tomorrow-i have to be the slowest loser ever!!!If i never had my cruise i wouldn't be stressing as much, and if it was just a normal holiday and not one were i need to wear all these formal gowns etc i wouldn't be stressing either-i know the slower u lose the longer it stays off-but i'm having nightmares that these clothes i've bought wont fit me....gonna give ww a bit longer till after my b-day then im defo gonna try atkins for 2 weeks-just hope that works for me...a bit scared what'll do after the 2 weeks tho when i go back to eating carbs etc...but i'm sure jeri will help me out there-hehe....well pray 4 me peeps-think i'm gonna need it.x

PLODDING ON!!

I need to-would be to easy right now to slip...a mixture of being tired,fluid retention thru eating to much salt-the scales not moving for me........so major strict the few days till fri..i can do it...its only a few bloody days-i want a loss more than eating food just now-so no point soup is on the go today -cannot have another sts...even a lb off is better than nothing...gave myself a talking to this morning-plan is 16pts evryday till fri,exercise and h20.Was looking on cruise critic forums and all the pictures people have posted-it looks very glamorous-so i need to feel good about myself-only i can do this-cant wave a magic wand here-so need to try my hardest!!x

Exercise plan 4 this week!!

Mon-1 hour walk

Tues-30 min walk, 15 mins trampoline, 15 mins on leg magic

Wed-30 mins boxing on wii, 15 mins trampoline, 15 mins hula hoop on wii

Thurs-30 mins walk, 15 mins trampoline, 15 mins leg magic

Fri-1 hour callanetics, 30 min walk

I MUST STICK TO THIS-I MUST REMEMBER EXERCISE HELPS !!Otherwise i will look like this-yuk!!!!

Need to push it this week!!

Ok so i'm 15st 8lbs....this week im setting myself a litte target to be 15st 6lbs by fri for wi...i will be under the half stone mark and closer to getting into the 14s-so i need a plan(love a plan me...i should never be without pen and paper).So tonite im gonna go on the wii for a bit with hubby-earn some bp's then tomorrow-its time to get serious no naughtiness at all must happen this week!!I need to lose as much as i can b4 the dread totm sneeks up again.Tomorrow im walking,walking and more walking-i'm following the plan but slacking on the exercise-i need a balance-i'm all or nothing me...so it has to change-and i want to be at goal more toned not still wobbly.So if i get exercising more im hoping it will shift quicker for me!!So i have just bought a mini trampoline too-gonna try and do a 15 min jog on it evryday-it arrives on tues-so i will start then-woohoo......i'm going for it this week big time!!I wanna look just like Liz-hehe-i have to have something to aim for!!x

MY FIRST STONE GONE wooohoooo!!

Well my sp was correct....2lbs off-i am delighted-thats my 1st stone gone!!Its working this diet malarky and this week i am actually enjoying it(did i just say that?)haha.I was at my callanetics class this morning and now im meeting my friend for lunch and were going for a power walk-so a super good day for me-yay!!August here i come-im ready for it...love a challenge and this 4 week one has really helped!Maybe those cruise dresses will fit me after all-fingers x

WI TOMORROW!!

OMG im excited............had an sp and its looking good-but the scales will have the final say tomorrow-im excited and nervous-but dying to know!!Had a weird day....havent felt hungry at all today-very unlike me-haha...........i really haven't thought of food much at all-whats happening to me-hehe.So if i lose 2lbs tomorrow-which is what the sp is saying-that will be my 1st stone-wooohoooo....praying for another lb to disappear over night-that would be 3lbs off and it would take me to 15st 7lb....still far to heavy but getting closer to the lighter end of the 15s.I'm getting properly into this-feel i will actually do it this time.17 weeks on fri till my cruise-need to keep up the hard work!!x

going off my head lol!!

Thought it was fri tomorrow-WI day and its only thurs haha.....thats what the school holidays do to u................oh well another day to be good before weigh in-yay!!!x

nervous!!

OMG i'm getting nervous for tomorrow-i know i haven't gained....but i really hope i dont sts again-really praying for a loss...1lb would do...2lb i would be ecstatic-my 1st stone would be gone AND i would have lost 2lb of my 4 week challenge to lose a stone....but has that korma at the weekend caught up on me????HOPE NOT!!-will let u know peeps x

women on a mission!!!

right got a little challenge going on with one of the girls from the ww boards...lose a stone in 4 weeks challenge-she's gave me a few useful tips and hits-so im puting them to good use-im gonna try as best i can on this-now i dont think i will actually lose a stone but im gonna get as close to it as i can...so very healthy eating-sticking to around 14oo cals per day-no take aways-drowning myself in water-and fitting in exercise....im gonna eat breathe and sleep this challenge-I WILL BE UBER SLIM FOR MY CRUISE!!!x

Had a lovely weekend and the old me is back!!

Yeh im back to feeling normal-woohoo-haha....well as normal as i can be!!Been good all weekend after blowout on Fri!!Saturday we took the girls to the zoo-the weather was lovely, so we sat and had a picnic(all pointed),My legs are feeling it a bit today tho as the zoo is all up hill(might have worked off a bit pakora hehe),Sat night we went for an italian-again all pointed-today we had a lazy morning then i had to get some shopping in to cook for Anya as there was nothing left in the freezer for her...i was £87 for her food-OMG....then stood and cooked it all for her for 2 hours-the wee monkey better eat it after that!!So now that im feeling like me again-i have decided that the next 3 weeks im gonna be as dedicated to ww as i can be....im giving my self a mini mission by the 25th of Aug(my b-day) to get to 15st 5lb-so that would be a 5lb loss in total-to do that i have decided that im gonna stop eating takeaway's during the week,drink plenty water(bought cases of it at asda today), and generally make better food choices-oh and not to forget get in at least 20 mins of exercise a day-im stuck in a rut and need to shake things up a bit or im going nowhere!!I have also decided that after my b-day im gonna follow the atkins diet-starting Monday the 31st of Aug, for 2 weeks to see if i can shock my system-so im reading up on that at the moment to make sure i'll be eating the right foods.....2 weeks is long enough on this diet for me as its not the kinds on food i could see myself eating long term-but gonna give it a try anyhow-a bit nervous i will put to begin with-but will keep an eye on it-so glad i have got some enthusiasm back x

what a difference a day makes!!

Well i had my blowout last night, hubby and i went for an indian and then went to the cinema-it was nice to get some time to ourselves after a stressful week!!Anyway i had my fav's,korma,naan,pilau rice,pakora..and then at the cinema i had 2 scoops of ben and jerrys-i was gonna burst i was so full-but i really enjoyed it!!I dont feel guilty today at all.Had a great nights sleep to-Anya wasnt up at all during the night-so think thats helped my mood to......was reading back over my blog the last few posts-i have been such a moaner....but period is nearly away-thank the bloody lord and i can feel myself getting back to happy me-yippee!!Woke up this morning-had my porridge-got my 2ltrs of water at my side-having sushi for lunch....ready to go at this again and dont feel so deprived......had so great advice from another memeber on the ww boards-if ur reading this jeri-thank u so much u dont know how much that email helped me yestxx-well today if it stays nice its a trip to the zoo with the girls-its all up hill so good exercise for me-im feeling good again-yippee!!!x

Pissed off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Really fed up......sts this week!!Not done anything different at all and feel its to early on in my weight loss to being at a plateau.For 3 weeks now all i have lost is 1 lb-i am so annoyed......so today i think im gonna eat my 2 fav foods ever-korma and ice cream and then start again tomorrow not feeling so deprived.18 weeks now till my cruise and im getting desperate-got all these beautiful clothes to go and im now panicking they arent gonna fit...really dont want to go feeling like a beached whale!!Need to get the pen and paper out i think and write down a plan.God this is hard just now.x

TOTM IS HERE!!

Thank the blooming lord-a couple of days of feeling rubbish and then hopefully back to myself...this has been a bad build up-its really been awful...no energy for nothing and im normally full of enthusiasm.My husband will be glad to see me back to my old self-hehe.Well i have been drinking my water but not managed any exercise and did have a chinese last night(pointed)-but so much for my healthy eating plan eh!!So tonite im having a ww meal with a plate pilled so high with veggies to make up for it...and i might even squeeze in half an hour on the wii...even tho a relaxing bath is calling my name.Need a 2lb loss this week to get my 1st stone-i am praying for it!!It would set me up nicely for the new week period free.I'm setting myself a mini target before my birthday which is August the 25th-so exactly 5 weeks today....i want to be 15stone-that would be the best birthday pressie ever.So 2lbs this week takes me to 15st 8lb...and then just over 4 weeks to lose 8lbs i'm gonna go 4 it!!!x

check list 4 week ahead!!

• drink plenty water
• try and do 20 mins of exercise a day(at least)
• eat more healthy(more fruit and veg)
• try and lose at least 2lbs and that will be my 1st stone gone!!yippee

Gave myself a shake!!

Ok gave myself a much needed shake today and i am feeling a bit better i have to say-totm still not arrived-but i have a better frame of mind..this week i need to go 4 it...the only person that can do this is me-so im gonna do the best i can do till fri-i'm 15st 10lb just now and my mini aim is to get as close to 15st 7lb as poss-i'm drinking water as i type and the kettle is boiling for my slimatee.was within pts over the weekend but have been out fri,sat and sun-so all though my food has been pointed its been quite salty choices-so need to wash that out of me!!Had a nice long lie in the hotel this morning as we didnt have to check out till 12-so feel better for having a nice sleep-the bed was sooooooooo comfy!!Missed my wee princess' but i dont even think they had noticed i was missing as they were having to much fun with nan.Right im ready to go 4 it this week-i'm gonna post on here evryday to check in as i've even been neglecting my blog-i am a women on a mission this week x

2.73684210526316

THIS IS HOW MUCH WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE A WEEK TO BE @ GOAL-think it might be hoping for a bit much but gonna give it my best go!!

DEPRESSED!!

Not been on here for ages!!!Period still not here but has been on its way for the last 2 weeks-felt so shit and still do....posting this whilst i have meant to have a lovely day with my hubby in a spa and we've been for dinner and now were staying over night in a posh hotel-it was our anniversary during the week-even this has not changed my mood and was so looking forward to it-dont get me wrong it has been lovely but im just so irritable and my stomach is so crampy....anyway hoping it'll be here tomorrow morning so i cant get it over for another month.It affected my wi last week with a sts and this week i have lost only a pound-i know better than nothing but still feel its 2 weeks wasted when i have been so good:(-gonna try mega hard this week and hopefully the past 2 weeks will catch up with the scales in a good way-right im on a mission this week!!

productive weekend!!

well i have been busy this weekend on a major cleaning session-every nook and cranny in my house has been sorted-it feels fab to sit back and its all done, so this week i can relax but also have time to do more exercise too-mood is better after the weekend-had a good weekend pts wise and feeling posistive for my week ahead-hoping totm arrives and is away b4 wi on fri.....its our 2nd anniversary on tues and were staying in a spa hotel for the night on sat-so really looking forward to that.NEED A GOOD LOSS THIS WEEK!!!

STS!!

God im fed up today.....period is due obviously!!The weather is lovely too but even that cant lift my mood!!Weigh in was a sts the same even after having a good week-hopefully it will show next week tho.Need to shake this mood off-hate feeling like this-i cant be bothered doing anything-girls are at my grans for the day and i have lots to be getting on with but really all i want to do is sleep-im exhausted!!Gonna get some housework done tho so as i can relax over the weekend...hopefully the weather stays nice and i can get some exercise done to see if that'll lift my mood-sometimes i wish i was a man-lol!They really do have it easy!!Well im not gonna let my sts undo my hardwork-need to up my game this week-otherwise im gonna be a fatty on my cruise!!!x

Here we go again with period lurking-due on the 15th and feeling rubbish already...this is so annoying feeling crap for 2 weeks before all the time-feel as tho i get 2 good weeks of the month and the rest im yukky!!Bloated,sore back, sore boobs and generally just feeling massive:(-been good this week tho-however my plan of wendi plan, water and exercise never quite happened but i have been within pts even if my food choices havent been the best ie a bit salty---well i'll have to wait and see what fri brings-im thin king it might be a sts this week-hoping i dont gain...even a wee pound off would be good-but i think thats hoping for to much -a couple of days to go so gonna drink as much water as poss till then x

Another lump of lard gone yippee!!

Well today i have to say i am ecstatic to have lost another 2lb-i really never thought i would lose as i have felt so bloated the past couple of days.3lb to go to get off my 1st stone...this 2lb loss has really spurred me on-i feel im getting somewhere now.The pic attached makes me feel sick its 1lb of fat-so i have lost 2 of those:)-but still alot more to go-that really is disgusting eh!!Tonite im going for an indian and now after my loss i dont actually want to go-i might say to eric lets cancel-im not that fussed to be honest and i want to try my hardest ever this week-if i could get that 3lb of this week-i think i really would piss my pants with excitement-haha.....so my plan is to try the wendi plan, drink millions of water and exercise 20mins at least each day-starting tonite-oooooooooooo im excited this week-hope this motivated mood lasts x

hungry hippo today!!

God im starving today,really feel as tho i could eat everything in site!!Did not have a healthy lunch at all thru picking-but it was pointed.It consisted of 2 pkts of ww crisps,3 biscuits and a skinny cow hot choc-very healthy NOT.Thought i'll have porridge for breakfast and that would fill me up-because it normally does but no i still keep going back and forward to the cupboards to see what i can eat):-dunno whats wrong with me-have felt like this for about 3 days now but somehow have managed to resist temptation-nervous for fri wi-i feel really bloated,tired and just want to eat eat and sleep-had an sp and it looks as tho i'm staying the same unless the scales are good to me from now till fri.Plan of action is to drink lots of water and try not have salty foods-better start the no salty foods tomorrow after what i had for lunch.Well i better get moving Anya has water babies and im still sitting here on this laptop-i'm in lazy hungry mode today and i dont like it.....tia and eric have kickboxing tonite-when they come in i'll go on the wii with them-hopefully that'll help.....oooo need to shake off this frame of mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exhausted!!

Today i am knackered and have been so hungry....i have just thought about food all day...i just wanted to eat loads and then go to bed and sleep for a week!!I have been up the last 3 nights with Anya-she's got another cold and the moment she goes to bed the coughing starts and then she's sick-wee scone-hate it when she's not well.I am honestly like a walking zombie-i feel as tho i have jet lag-haha.But i have managed to stay within points so hoping for a good loss on fri-i would love 2lb off-thats my mini aim...but going on the way i feel today-i'm feeling bloated again):--Just gonna have a slimatee(not had one for a few days) and then get my pj's on.Cant wait i love my bed-its my fav place....i hope my wee baby has a better night tonite-for both our sakes.

PRIMARK!!

Well today i have been shopping shopping and more shopping....all started becasue i said to my friend i like your sunglasses and she said i got them from primark only £2.....so i thought right today im going to Glasgow and im gonna get a few things £200 lighter-OMG god i just picked up alot of rubbish i didnt even need haha...but i cant resist a bargain!!Well nearly thru another weekend of being good-weekends are getting easier now the longer im doing this-thank god!!This week i would love to lose 2lbs-thats what im aiming for....gonna exercise more this week and see how i go.Got my mum doing ww with me now and she has lost 4lb in 2weeks so she's doing well too-were taking her with us on the cruise and she wants to look gorgeous too...and this time i think we will do it x

WI RESULT!!

OH i am delighted i have lost 3lbs this week woohoo and taking me into the 15s!!!Next mini mission 15.7lb-would love to be that weight by 17th july giving me 3 weeks to lose 6 lb-fingers x i can do it....thats just made my day it has!!!x

chocaholic and ebay!!

My god i have been a busy wee bee today-i have stood and ironed and sorted 6 black bags of clothes of Anya's to go on ebay-i really need to stop buying for her....but everything is so cute!!!

But because i have been doing this- i have munched on shapers bars all day and then when i came to adding up my pts i never had enough to have my dinner):-i know thats no good-to be honest i wasnt hungry anyway think i made myself feel sick eating so much chocolate-yuk....so within pts but hope my body doesnt do crazy things and thru not having my tea tonite i put on weight):-i would not be a happy bunny!!Just about to have my slimatee and then its bed time for me-my back is aching with standing ironing......god i think Tia has about 6 black bags full of stuff in her cupboard too-maybe next month-haha!!x

Nice night!!

What a lovely day/night i've had-ok so went 7 pts over but i have till Friday to make them back.....i love this weather-sometimes makes me wish we hadnt moved back from Australia!!My dinner was gorgeous, even had a dessert on the barbie-i roasted peaches and had it with skinny cow ice cream-it was delic!!Tried the slimatee last night and boy did it work-without being to graphic-i was at the loo 4 times today-so hopefully its really flushing me out!!Just about to have another one now.Drank lots of water today and feel better for it.WI on fri-getting nervous-dont know why as i've been good-hoping tonites overeating wont affect if i catch up on it.We had people round and it was alcohol i went over with not food-fingers x it sorts itself out and i can claw it back.x

Boring Day!!

Have been cleaning all day-how boring....but have to say the place is immaculate and its nice to sit back and have it all done-meant to be nice weather coming so i can enjoy it rather than doing housework.Been good with food today, been a bit hungry but have managed-had my first slimatee tonite-it wasnt bad at all-i've tasted worse....so we'll see if im suck on the loo tomorrow-lol.Feeling slimmer today-so hope the scales tell me i am-oh and i have a bet on about the result, so im hoping to take his cash from him-i said i think i've lost 2lb-he reckons 3lb....winner gets £10.....would love to lose 3lb but think it might be hoping for to much-it would get me into the 15s tho-that would be fab.My wee pal on the ww boards have just found out she's pregnant, really pleased for her-wish u all the best sare if ur reading this!!Just about to hit the sack its 11-past my bed time x

Congratulations Sare!!!

SLIMATEE

A friend of mine has been drinking this tea-slimatee....she said she's not changed her diet at all but has lost a stone and feels great and she certainly looks it!!Seemingly it has no side effects its 100% herbal and the only thing is it makes u go to the loo more reguarly.Your meant to have 1 cup every night at 7:00 for 2 weeks....so i bought some today and im gonna see how it goes-i'll keep you posted!

Another Good Weekend!!

The concert was amazing i had the best time ever!!Felt like i was 14 again-screaming like a teenager.Been really good still over the weekend,prob not made the best food choices as i have been eating out loads but all within pts-so really hoping for a good loss this week after my gain last week-totm is nearly gone so not feeling as bloated-but not been drinking alot of water and the food i have been eating has prob been a bit salty, so gonna drink lots of water till fri and fit in exercise too b4 fri WI-i did dance my butt of at the concert-so earned bp's without noticing haha.Anyway still motivated, and raring to go this week-i really need a good loss this time-PLEASE GOD LET ME LOSE!!Need to remember lots of H20-that is the secret to weight loss!!

Take That tonite woohoo!!

well last night was at a motown show which was fab, and then eric and i went for an italian-so i was really good and behaved myself pts wise after my gain i need to be so good this weekend and i really want a good loss this week-i need it-wearing my dresses and bikini's on this cruise is seeming more unlikely now-have to try my very hardest...doing well with food but need to exercise more and drink more water!!!Tonite is the take that concert and i am hyper-i love them-its gonna be so good-just hope the weather stays ok.Were going for tea tonite and im not sure where to, so eating low point foods today to make sure i have enough for tonite!!i'll dance my butt off to earn xtra bp's haha x

recent pic and my idol!!

This is the most recent picture of me-as usual hiding behind the girls!!This is the figure i've love to have she's curvy sexy and absolutely gorgeous-in my dreams eh...but u've got to have something to aim for!!

up and downs!!

fri 24th april 09-16st 8lb
fri 1st may 09-16st 6lb-2
fri 8th may 09-16st 4lb-2
fri 15th may 09-16t 4lb STS
fri 22nd may 09-16st 3lb-1
fri 29th may 09-16st 1lb-2
fri 5th june 09-16st 5lb-4lb on):
fri 12th june 09-16st 1lb-4-yay!!
fri 19th june 09-16st 2lb-1lb on):TOTM
fri 26th june 09-15st 13lb-3....in the 15s woohoo!!
fri 3rd july 09-15st 11lb-2
fri 10th july 09-15st 11lbSTS
fri 17th july 09-15st 10lb-1
fri 24th july 09-15st 10lbSTS
fri 31st july 09-15st 8lb-2
fri 7th aug 09-15st 9lb-1lb on:(
fri 14th aug 09-15st 6lb-3
fri 21st aug 09-15st 5lb-1....17lb loss in total!!
fri 28th aug 09-15st 5.5lb+1/2 on:(

This is my cruise ship im going on and i cant bloody wait!!!Just dont want to go feeling like mandy dingle-haha!!Want to go looking slim,glam and beautiful.oooo im so excited!!

MEASUREMENTS!!

Got measured at calanetics class last fri 22nd May-gonna update every 4 weeks and see the difference-:

MAY 22ND
ARM-14.5cm
BUST-44.5cm
MIDRIFF-37cm
WAIST-41cm
TUMMY-48cm
HIP-47cm
ROUND BOTH THIGHS-41cm
KNEE-23cm

BODY PICTURES!!!

OK-its may 23 09-and dont ask me why i'm doing this but i'm hoping it will make spur me on to do as best i can and see me how other people do-these pics are ugly!!The worst area has to be my thighs, hips and tummy and the fact that i have no ankles either-i will take these pics again in a month or so!!!Hopefully see a big difference.




THIS ONE IS PROBABLY THE WORST!!

OH MY GOD-THIS HAS REALLY MADE ME SEE HOW OTHER PEOPLE SEE ME-yuk!!

FRONT DISGUSTING VIEW!!!

MINI GOAL TREATS!!

My oh and i were talking yest and he was so lovely and said-he could notice a difference in me and was impressed with my motivation and that i should get treats for achieveing mini goals off 7lbs a time and then a nice big treat when i get to goal-i always get my hair and nails done so not counting them-so here's what i've decided on-:



1.massage.....only 2lbs to go to get this-yippee!will weigh 16st 1lb HAD THIS IT WAS AMAZING!!
2.pedicure.....i love getting these done.......will weigh 15st 8lb
3.eyelash and eyebrows tinted........will weigh 15st 1lb
4.facial.......will weigh 14st 8lb
5. still deciding.............will weigh 14st 1lb
6.still deciding ...............will weigh 13st 8lb
7.shopping spree-will defo be needing new clothes by now.................will weigh 13st 1lb
8.teeth bleached ..............will weigh 12st 8lb
9.get professional family pictures taken ...............will weigh 12st 1lb
10.a nice weekend somewhere for me and hubby...............will weigh 11st 8lb-hopefully 11 & a 1/2 stone!!!!GOAL WEIGHT!!

PICTURE GALLERY!!!

Think i'm 12stone 7lb in this pic-i had a really good night and felt good!!

I was 13.5 in this picture it was taken in 2005

Our honeymoon in fiji Aug 07

Another pic of me on my wedding day-i felt like a princess!!!

The best day of my life-weighing exactly 12stone-thats my happy weight!!

Just out the shower-sending a pic of me and Anya to my hubby-look how big my face is!!APR 09

I felt huge in this picture-its probably one of the most recent of me........i avoid the camera when i feel big!!

Guest comments!!

DIARY!!!

June 18th 09-well thank the lord my totm arrived.....but been so good this week i really hope it doesnt affect my weigh in-i so want to be in the 15s tomorrow-but i might have spoilt it too-tonite i had eaten all my pts and made eric fajitas for his tea and they are my fav so i had one to-oh no fingers x 4 tomorrow-i hate when its my totm my mind is not as strong as it normally is but i need to keep focused.Got a busy weekend ahead,tomorrow were going out 4 dinner to the livingroom and then to see a motown show-sat im going to see take that and sun we have our nieces 1st cummunion-so need to resist temptation.x

June17th 09-my internet hasnt been working so ive not been online):-but still doing good-had an sp and its looking good!!woohoo.....still waiting on totm but did a test and its negative-so just have to keep waiting-hope it doesnt come on fri for wi and make me heavier after a good week!The last couple of days i have been so hungry-so its defo lingering but i have managed to be in control of it-just 2 days to get thru to weigh in-im excited again-hoping to be in the 15s!!even went to see britains got talent last night and when we came out-eric and tia had a pizza and i never had any-to be honest i was even tempted-i was so impressed with myself.Anyway need to take tia to school so gonna go 4 now x

June14th 09-well still on track...went to the engaement party yest-took the car so was on diet coke-ate with in m pts so i'm so pleased i have got thru another weekend without overeating-so again no catch up this week-yippee!!need to just stay on track the rest of the week and then see how wi goes on fri-hoping for at least 2lb off that would take me into the 15s.had a nice weekend-really chilled.just about to get boxing on the wii to earn some bp's-heres to the week ahead-must stay on track-totm still not arrived yet but symptoms are all there-this'll be 5 weeks now-wish it would hurry up x


June 12th 09-wooooohooooo 4lbs back off hallelujah!!I am delighted thats that off and i have a clean slate now!!Thank god i have a fresh new week-but my wee mission again this week is to be good again over the weekend and i have an engagement party, so i've decided im not gonna drink and take the car-that should help and we'll have the girls with us anyway so i dont intend on staying to long!!Today i have been at calanetics again-im really starting to get into this now-i can see my arms toning up!The wii is also helping too and im heading out shopping to get something to wear for tomorrow so i might nip into argos and get a wee mini trampoline and do the challenge from the boards-every little helps!This week im gonna try so hard i so want to be in the 15s next wi so im gonna up my game-15s here i come woohoo!!x

June11th 09-D-day tomorrow-OMG-i'm excited-sp is looking good, but i wont believe it till boots scales tells me so!!Feeling good still but a bit hungry today-i stupidly had a mcdonalds meal for lunch as it was the only thing close by (within pts tho)-but obviously i used quite a bit of pts on it-so tonite im peckish for something sweet but i dont have any pts...but im not about to undo my good weeks work-totm is ready to come at any time-thats why im craving sweet things!!Just hope when it does come im still in control of things and still have my sensibly head on!!next mini mission to get onto the 15s.....its a close one i think!!x

June 9th 09-another good positive day-can see my face is a bit slimmer-yippee!!been out walking a couple of times today and tia is about to get sent to bed so i can get a shot on the wii-haha.Been fab food wise....tried the arriabbiatta sauce recipe from the ww site it was yum had it with pasta and a ww pizza-also tried the ww spicy bean soup today that was lovely too-enjoying the plan this week and excited to see how i go on fri.Got my eyelashes and eyebrow tinted and waxed today and my mum just came back her hols and bought me some lovely chanel make up-slowly starting to feel good!!x

June 8th 09-had a really positive day today-think because im not dissappointed in myself like i have been evry other monday for cheating at the weekend-so i have had all my pts today-yippee.Went for a walk earlier and another sunbed-got an engagement party at the weekend so starting to panic abit about that-what to wear and will it send me off track again-i might take the car and not drink!!Going back on the wii tonite boxing-i love it-i can totally feel it in my arms today-bingo wings goodbye-haha.Tonite tia has dancing and eric kickboxing so im meeting my friend to go for another wee walk-god i am so motivated today, reading posts from a couple of days ago u wouldn't have thought i was the same person-hope this lasts x


June 7th 09-had a good day today been shopping all day with my handsome hubby-haha!Getting stuff for him for hols b4 it all goes in the sale!!And its the 1st weekend since i started ww that i havent went over pts wise-so no playing catch up this weekend-yippee-i'm delighted and i feel less bloated today-totm not here yet but will prob arrive soon-hope i still feel good when it arrives and it doesnt set me back again!!Hoping to go into this new week with a positive attitude and have a good loss.I need it i really do-seen gorgeous clothes today that i want to be fitting into too-only i can do it and i will x


June 6th 09-feeling a bit better today, had a nice wee day with the family and eric is off tomorrow so im looking forward to that too-within pts but not made the best food choices-so need work on that but thats what i find hardest when we go out-not being organised enough and eating on the run, and nothing healthy on the menu....anyway within pts just need to get thru tomorrow and i'll have actually got thru a weekend without being naughty!!I need a good loss this week to keep me going-fingers x


June 5th 09-gutted i put on 4lbs at WI today-really i wasnt expecting that at all-2lb i could have handled....could have burst out crying and was ready to buy every choc bar in boots!!Tried to be positive and went to my calanetics class, i went for a sunbed to cheer me up and then for a walk along the prom-just feel as tho i take 1 step forward and 10 back.Im desperate to get under 16 st-its just not happening for me and those dresses i have bought are looking as tho theyre gonna be a waste of money-4 stone to lose b4 Nov is looking like mission impossible-i really dont want to go on this amazing holiday feeling shit about myself):-next week i need a good loss to cheer me up-hopefully my totm will have came and i'll not feel as rubbish or bloated-eating all my pts this week as i think my bady might have been storing them as fat as i was only eating 15-20 trying to claw it back.....anyway need to keep my chin up-its only me who can do this-when i set my mind to something i have so much will power-just need to get my head in the zone x

June 4th 09-still knackered today and now dreading WI tomorrow):-i had an sp and i think i might have put on 2lbs)))):-the scales well tell tomorrow!Well if i have i have tried my best and have clawed back all the pts i went over...so thats all i could do-but i defo feel as tho i'm retaining fluid-hurry up and come TOTM!!!Feel just now as tho i'm good for only 2 weeks of the month and the other 2 i feel lousy and bloated-might need to take a wee trip to the docs!!Well WI first thing in the morning and calanetics straight after.Just gonna write out some menu plans for the week ahead so i'm more organised.I need to be good this weekend i'm sick of playing catch up.well im getting an early night tonite-i need my beauty sleep x

June 3rd 09-so tired today-absolutely no energy at all-Anya is still not quite right and was up a couple of times last night coughing-i think a mixture of that and my weekend catching up with me!!The weather has been lovely again today so my day was catching up with washing etc and me and Anya were out in the garden most of the day.Still saving pts-nearly caught up i think but now worried as i've been saving so many pts it will effect next weeks WI result!!Gonna see how Fri WI goes and might try the wendi plan next.....starting to dread fri now-i just need to get my head around the weekend -thats the part i struggle with and then i have to play catch up all week to make up 4 it.Sometimes wish i could wave a magic wand-patience isnt one of my best qualities!!


June 2nd 09-well not feeling as care free about my bad weekend today as i have been!!!): My positive side is saying -we dont get the weather this often, u've enjoyed urself, ur back on it and u only live once......but my negative side is saying-what the hell have u done,wasted a week,prob gained,feel really bloated and now panicking i'm not gonna be the size i want for this cruise):-feel as tho my totm is coming already and its only been 2 weeks!!STRANGE!!anyway no point dwelling-i'll take my punishment on fri when i WI and move forward.Put up pics of the dresses i have bought for my cruise-hopefully by looking at them more it'll keep me going-god this journey is a rollercoaster ride....today is day 2 back on the wagon-saving points to undo some damage if i can.I really want this is i cant play catch up after every weekend-it needs to stop!!

May 31st 09-well i have had an amazing weekend-how good has this weather been!!I have been in my garden all weekend and we've had lots of visitors and i have drank so much alcohol and went way over my pts.......but do u know what i dont even care-its once in a blue moon we get weather like this...anyway i think my new tan makes up for being a bit bad-haha!!Ready to be good tomorrow tho and gonna save 4pts everyday till weigh see if i can sort some of the damage-but even if i cant u only live once!!Tomorrow is a new day-the good me will return-no point soup here i come haha x

May 29th 09-had a brilliant day-weather has been scorching so been in my garden all day-girls have been in the pool we bought and eric has been bbq-ing all day-its just been perfect!!It got off to the perfect start as i had another 2lb loss-yippee!!So thats my 1st silver 7-i'm so happy!!!I then went to the calanetics class-which i enjoyed much better this week.Looking forward to a nice weekend with my wee family.I actually doing it this time-i'm following the plan-WOOOHOO!!

May 28th 09-had a good day today-but starting to sweat abit about WI tomorrow-i really hope i lose...i've now caught up with the pts i went over but i had spaghetti bolognese for tea and ate loads and now feel so full-i'm wondering if its gonna be to heavy for me getting weighed in the morning-maybe i should have had a carb free dinner???Anyway its done now!!I've drank loads of water and i'm pissing for scotland hehe but hopefully it will flush me out and i will have a good weight loss!!Got calanetics in the morning too-god last week i was sore for days after it.well fingers x for a good loss tomorrow-god im really nervous now.x

May 27th 09-feeling great today-Anya slept much better-so we all did too!!Woke up on a high and felt alot slimmer within myself-quite excited but nervous for those scales on fri.....but if i've not lost pounds i've defo lost inches because i can feel it-clawed back more pts today so well on track now.Organised a big bbq @ ours on sat so need to be organised and make nice healthy options-so i'm not tempted!!Gonna have a nice relaxing bath with all my candles on and chill-perfect end to the day.


May 26th 09-woke up this morning shattered-Anya has been up most of the night again, coughing and being sick and ended up in between me and her dad-for her being so small she took up most of our knigsize bed!!Feeling better now tho-had my hair cut and coloured,nails filled and went for a wee sunbed so feel ive had some me time.Had a busy day so a really healthy day too as i've not had time to think about food!Had sushi for dinner it was yummy, managing to claw back some of the pts i went over with too-so on a whole im feeling good, motivated and like i can really do this!!Hopefully get a better night tonite with Anya.


May 24th 09-had a lovely day-weather has been gorgeous here-hubby let me lie in whilst he seen to anya-tia was staying over at my grans.We all went for breakfast to starbucks-then had a wander round dobbies garden centre and then to izzi an italian for tea yum........but last night my oh and i had a few drinks and then today i have went over pts wise too-so in total over 15.5 for the week but got till fri to claw it back-i'm not fussed tho-i know i can do it, gonna save 4 pts for next 3 days and get more exercise done too.Still feeling really positive-tia is off school tomorrow so hoping its nice and me and the girls can go for a nice walk and we'll have a bbq for tea-i'll just be having a tuna steak and salad tho.praying for sunshine x

May 23rd 09-had a wee lazy day today the weather has been rubbish so i never went to far.....been fine pts wise and my oh and i are gonna beat the living day lights out of each other..........on the wii of course-earn me extra bonus pts.........oh i nearly forgot i've put pictures up of me in my undies-cant believe i have actually done it but im hoping it will spur me on-it made me feel sick tho-worst areas are thighs bum tummy and ankles-as i dont have any!!!

May 22nd 09-had a good day weather has been fab which always cheers me up!!Weighed in and lost 5lbs in total but really only 1lb as boots scales made me heavier.....really pleased tho back on the wagon!!Went to calanetics class this morning-enjoyed it-think i'll go next week and see if its defo 4 me-i'm used to fast cardio workouts and this was really slow but the exercises were pulses and intense-i'll see how it goes-but the leader took my measure ments so i need to get them on here and i'll check them again in a month or so.Looking forward to a nice weekend-hoping the weather stays like this and i can get out walking.

May21st 09-another positive day for me-feeling really motivated today!!Been shopping and bought new gym stuff, so tomorrow i'm gonna go to that callanetics class-see how it goes!!Just about to walk to the school and back for tia-i reckon at a quick pace its 30mins in total-better then nothing.WI tomorrow.......for some reason i feel slimmer-dont know how or want to count my chickens after myweekend but something has happened-the scales will tell tomorrow but if i have lost its a flook-either that or something along the lines of the wendi plan???quite excited to see but told myself if i stay the same i've been lucky.Nothing major on this weekend so should be able to resist being bad and stay on track.......just thinking what a difference my mind frame is when my period is not here!!Just counted and its 27 weeks till my hols and i have 60lbs to loose-to loose it all i would have to loose on average 2.2222222 lb per week!!Now i know i'm not gonna loose every week but i'm hoping that it will average it self out-fingers x

May 20th 09-feeling really positive today.Doing well with my pts and having ww tikka masala 4 dinner-yum!!Got some much needed house work done too-extra bp's!!Been off and on ww boards all day and it defo keeps me going-i love hearing how other people are doing-the stories are so inspiring.Not had time to go 4 my walk today:(-but tia is back at school tomorrow, so anya is getting chucked in the pram and i'm gonna walk till the soles of my feet bleed-haha!Hope its not raining.drinking more water but we'll see what happens on fri!!

May 19th 09-ok have given myself the shake i need today!!weighed myself in boots and although i'm gutted their scales made me 4 lb heavier-it just feels more accurate some how.Still gonna keep to fri as WI day so on fri, i dont know whats gonna happen as i dont think i am actually 4lbs heavier-i was wearing jeans, still got my period and ate lots of cake yest-i am expecting some sort of gain but not quite 4lb......we'll see!Boots is defo the way to go as i can measure my body fat too.I'm also gonna start keeping all my weigh in tickets so i can keep track of how i'm doing.Tomorrow is a new day again-planned meals again so i'm organised-need to remember to drink my H20 and fit in some sort of exercise.Feeling more positive today tho-just need to stop this slacking at weekends!!!


May 18th 09-ok not posted for a few days as i have been so busy as its been my daughters 11th birthday-although it went fab for her...it totally knocked me off my diet-i stayed the same this week anyway at WI on fri-got my period on sat-so was obviously bloated.Sat i picked all day on party food, sun we took her to a mexican restaurant and i had fajitas and then today all i have done is eat b-day cake so feeling pretty sick with myself.I need to get back motivated- i feel as tho i'm playing at this at the moment.its amazing how much i change at my totm-i'm just constantly starving!!!Anyway tomorrow is a new day-already planned what i'm eating.....need to give myself a shake!!!!:(


May 13th 09-feeling funny today........well within pts but not as in the mood today as i have been-probably because i'm choked with the cold!!Also not drank as much water could be dehydrated....must drink more tomorrow!!Need to be exercising more too-just to busy getting organised for my daughters b-day party on sat......next week i'm on an exercise mission!!!WI on fri is coming soon.....totm is also due-i really hope i lose-fingers x


May 11th 09-done really well today ate well within my pts-think the weather has alot to do with it for me, it has been lovely today so i'm having a tuna steak salad for tea and roasted vegetables-yum....drank lots of water to so i'm feeling very motivated and ready to go 4 this!!!Have a wee mission going with my cousin in Oz to get to under 16 stone, even 15.13-by May 30th-its not mission impossible-i can do it!! only 5 lbs to get to that wee mini goal!Eating no point soup as i type and today i love ww-i really feel i can do it!!!

Ok its 10th of may 09-just started my blog today its needing a bit of work done but i'm hoping by doing this it will keep me going!!

My story!!!

Hi,

My name's Angela Scott-i'm 27-married with 2 daughters.I currently weigh 16stone 4lbs and this is my blog!!!I'm hoping by doing this it will keep me motivated and encourage others.I'm gonna be brutally honest-so you'll get to know the good the bad and the ugly!!!haha

I have been up and down over the years as you'll see by my pictures but this time i'm not just doing it to lose weight i'm doing it to be healthier, as there's heart problems in my family and also to set a good example to my 2 daughters.

My target weight is 12stone-which is what i was 2 years ago for my wedding and i felt fantastic.So i'm gonna get back to that weight and then maybe lose another half stone so i have a few lbs to play with if going on holiday etc.....any lighter then that i look to drawn in as i'm 5ft 7lbs-thats my happy weight.A comfortable size 12.

I've just had my 2nd little girl 7 months ago and i feel my whole body shape has changed.........so at the end of Nov 09 were all off on a caribbean cruise and i want to feel fab just like i did on my honeymoon-fingers x

By the way the picture above is recent but its been shot from a good angle because my face is alot bigger than that!!!