MY FIRST STONE GONE wooohoooo!!

Well my sp was correct....2lbs off-i am delighted-thats my 1st stone gone!!Its working this diet malarky and this week i am actually enjoying it(did i just say that?)haha.I was at my callanetics class this morning and now im meeting my friend for lunch and were going for a power walk-so a super good day for me-yay!!August here i come-im ready for it...love a challenge and this 4 week one has really helped!Maybe those cruise dresses will fit me after all-fingers x

WI TOMORROW!!

OMG im excited............had an sp and its looking good-but the scales will have the final say tomorrow-im excited and nervous-but dying to know!!Had a weird day....havent felt hungry at all today-very unlike me-haha...........i really haven't thought of food much at all-whats happening to me-hehe.So if i lose 2lbs tomorrow-which is what the sp is saying-that will be my 1st stone-wooohoooo....praying for another lb to disappear over night-that would be 3lbs off and it would take me to 15st 7lb....still far to heavy but getting closer to the lighter end of the 15s.I'm getting properly into this-feel i will actually do it this time.17 weeks on fri till my cruise-need to keep up the hard work!!x

going off my head lol!!

Thought it was fri tomorrow-WI day and its only thurs haha.....thats what the school holidays do to u................oh well another day to be good before weigh in-yay!!!x

nervous!!

OMG i'm getting nervous for tomorrow-i know i haven't gained....but i really hope i dont sts again-really praying for a loss...1lb would do...2lb i would be ecstatic-my 1st stone would be gone AND i would have lost 2lb of my 4 week challenge to lose a stone....but has that korma at the weekend caught up on me????HOPE NOT!!-will let u know peeps x

women on a mission!!!

right got a little challenge going on with one of the girls from the ww boards...lose a stone in 4 weeks challenge-she's gave me a few useful tips and hits-so im puting them to good use-im gonna try as best i can on this-now i dont think i will actually lose a stone but im gonna get as close to it as i can...so very healthy eating-sticking to around 14oo cals per day-no take aways-drowning myself in water-and fitting in exercise....im gonna eat breathe and sleep this challenge-I WILL BE UBER SLIM FOR MY CRUISE!!!x

Had a lovely weekend and the old me is back!!

Yeh im back to feeling normal-woohoo-haha....well as normal as i can be!!Been good all weekend after blowout on Fri!!Saturday we took the girls to the zoo-the weather was lovely, so we sat and had a picnic(all pointed),My legs are feeling it a bit today tho as the zoo is all up hill(might have worked off a bit pakora hehe),Sat night we went for an italian-again all pointed-today we had a lazy morning then i had to get some shopping in to cook for Anya as there was nothing left in the freezer for her...i was £87 for her food-OMG....then stood and cooked it all for her for 2 hours-the wee monkey better eat it after that!!So now that im feeling like me again-i have decided that the next 3 weeks im gonna be as dedicated to ww as i can be....im giving my self a mini mission by the 25th of Aug(my b-day) to get to 15st 5lb-so that would be a 5lb loss in total-to do that i have decided that im gonna stop eating takeaway's during the week,drink plenty water(bought cases of it at asda today), and generally make better food choices-oh and not to forget get in at least 20 mins of exercise a day-im stuck in a rut and need to shake things up a bit or im going nowhere!!I have also decided that after my b-day im gonna follow the atkins diet-starting Monday the 31st of Aug, for 2 weeks to see if i can shock my system-so im reading up on that at the moment to make sure i'll be eating the right foods.....2 weeks is long enough on this diet for me as its not the kinds on food i could see myself eating long term-but gonna give it a try anyhow-a bit nervous i will put to begin with-but will keep an eye on it-so glad i have got some enthusiasm back x

what a difference a day makes!!

Well i had my blowout last night, hubby and i went for an indian and then went to the cinema-it was nice to get some time to ourselves after a stressful week!!Anyway i had my fav's,korma,naan,pilau rice,pakora..and then at the cinema i had 2 scoops of ben and jerrys-i was gonna burst i was so full-but i really enjoyed it!!I dont feel guilty today at all.Had a great nights sleep to-Anya wasnt up at all during the night-so think thats helped my mood to......was reading back over my blog the last few posts-i have been such a moaner....but period is nearly away-thank the bloody lord and i can feel myself getting back to happy me-yippee!!Woke up this morning-had my porridge-got my 2ltrs of water at my side-having sushi for lunch....ready to go at this again and dont feel so deprived......had so great advice from another memeber on the ww boards-if ur reading this jeri-thank u so much u dont know how much that email helped me yestxx-well today if it stays nice its a trip to the zoo with the girls-its all up hill so good exercise for me-im feeling good again-yippee!!!x

Pissed off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Really fed up......sts this week!!Not done anything different at all and feel its to early on in my weight loss to being at a plateau.For 3 weeks now all i have lost is 1 lb-i am so annoyed......so today i think im gonna eat my 2 fav foods ever-korma and ice cream and then start again tomorrow not feeling so deprived.18 weeks now till my cruise and im getting desperate-got all these beautiful clothes to go and im now panicking they arent gonna fit...really dont want to go feeling like a beached whale!!Need to get the pen and paper out i think and write down a plan.God this is hard just now.x

TOTM IS HERE!!

Thank the blooming lord-a couple of days of feeling rubbish and then hopefully back to myself...this has been a bad build up-its really been awful...no energy for nothing and im normally full of enthusiasm.My husband will be glad to see me back to my old self-hehe.Well i have been drinking my water but not managed any exercise and did have a chinese last night(pointed)-but so much for my healthy eating plan eh!!So tonite im having a ww meal with a plate pilled so high with veggies to make up for it...and i might even squeeze in half an hour on the wii...even tho a relaxing bath is calling my name.Need a 2lb loss this week to get my 1st stone-i am praying for it!!It would set me up nicely for the new week period free.I'm setting myself a mini target before my birthday which is August the 25th-so exactly 5 weeks today....i want to be 15stone-that would be the best birthday pressie ever.So 2lbs this week takes me to 15st 8lb...and then just over 4 weeks to lose 8lbs i'm gonna go 4 it!!!x

check list 4 week ahead!!

• drink plenty water
• try and do 20 mins of exercise a day(at least)
• eat more healthy(more fruit and veg)
• try and lose at least 2lbs and that will be my 1st stone gone!!yippee

Gave myself a shake!!

Ok gave myself a much needed shake today and i am feeling a bit better i have to say-totm still not arrived-but i have a better frame of mind..this week i need to go 4 it...the only person that can do this is me-so im gonna do the best i can do till fri-i'm 15st 10lb just now and my mini aim is to get as close to 15st 7lb as poss-i'm drinking water as i type and the kettle is boiling for my slimatee.was within pts over the weekend but have been out fri,sat and sun-so all though my food has been pointed its been quite salty choices-so need to wash that out of me!!Had a nice long lie in the hotel this morning as we didnt have to check out till 12-so feel better for having a nice sleep-the bed was sooooooooo comfy!!Missed my wee princess' but i dont even think they had noticed i was missing as they were having to much fun with nan.Right im ready to go 4 it this week-i'm gonna post on here evryday to check in as i've even been neglecting my blog-i am a women on a mission this week x

2.73684210526316

THIS IS HOW MUCH WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE A WEEK TO BE @ GOAL-think it might be hoping for a bit much but gonna give it my best go!!

DEPRESSED!!

Not been on here for ages!!!Period still not here but has been on its way for the last 2 weeks-felt so shit and still do....posting this whilst i have meant to have a lovely day with my hubby in a spa and we've been for dinner and now were staying over night in a posh hotel-it was our anniversary during the week-even this has not changed my mood and was so looking forward to it-dont get me wrong it has been lovely but im just so irritable and my stomach is so crampy....anyway hoping it'll be here tomorrow morning so i cant get it over for another month.It affected my wi last week with a sts and this week i have lost only a pound-i know better than nothing but still feel its 2 weeks wasted when i have been so good:(-gonna try mega hard this week and hopefully the past 2 weeks will catch up with the scales in a good way-right im on a mission this week!!

productive weekend!!

well i have been busy this weekend on a major cleaning session-every nook and cranny in my house has been sorted-it feels fab to sit back and its all done, so this week i can relax but also have time to do more exercise too-mood is better after the weekend-had a good weekend pts wise and feeling posistive for my week ahead-hoping totm arrives and is away b4 wi on fri.....its our 2nd anniversary on tues and were staying in a spa hotel for the night on sat-so really looking forward to that.NEED A GOOD LOSS THIS WEEK!!!

STS!!

God im fed up today.....period is due obviously!!The weather is lovely too but even that cant lift my mood!!Weigh in was a sts the same even after having a good week-hopefully it will show next week tho.Need to shake this mood off-hate feeling like this-i cant be bothered doing anything-girls are at my grans for the day and i have lots to be getting on with but really all i want to do is sleep-im exhausted!!Gonna get some housework done tho so as i can relax over the weekend...hopefully the weather stays nice and i can get some exercise done to see if that'll lift my mood-sometimes i wish i was a man-lol!They really do have it easy!!Well im not gonna let my sts undo my hardwork-need to up my game this week-otherwise im gonna be a fatty on my cruise!!!x

Here we go again with period lurking-due on the 15th and feeling rubbish already...this is so annoying feeling crap for 2 weeks before all the time-feel as tho i get 2 good weeks of the month and the rest im yukky!!Bloated,sore back, sore boobs and generally just feeling massive:(-been good this week tho-however my plan of wendi plan, water and exercise never quite happened but i have been within pts even if my food choices havent been the best ie a bit salty---well i'll have to wait and see what fri brings-im thin king it might be a sts this week-hoping i dont gain...even a wee pound off would be good-but i think thats hoping for to much -a couple of days to go so gonna drink as much water as poss till then x

Another lump of lard gone yippee!!

Well today i have to say i am ecstatic to have lost another 2lb-i really never thought i would lose as i have felt so bloated the past couple of days.3lb to go to get off my 1st stone...this 2lb loss has really spurred me on-i feel im getting somewhere now.The pic attached makes me feel sick its 1lb of fat-so i have lost 2 of those:)-but still alot more to go-that really is disgusting eh!!Tonite im going for an indian and now after my loss i dont actually want to go-i might say to eric lets cancel-im not that fussed to be honest and i want to try my hardest ever this week-if i could get that 3lb of this week-i think i really would piss my pants with excitement-haha.....so my plan is to try the wendi plan, drink millions of water and exercise 20mins at least each day-starting tonite-oooooooooooo im excited this week-hope this motivated mood lasts x

hungry hippo today!!

God im starving today,really feel as tho i could eat everything in site!!Did not have a healthy lunch at all thru picking-but it was pointed.It consisted of 2 pkts of ww crisps,3 biscuits and a skinny cow hot choc-very healthy NOT.Thought i'll have porridge for breakfast and that would fill me up-because it normally does but no i still keep going back and forward to the cupboards to see what i can eat):-dunno whats wrong with me-have felt like this for about 3 days now but somehow have managed to resist temptation-nervous for fri wi-i feel really bloated,tired and just want to eat eat and sleep-had an sp and it looks as tho i'm staying the same unless the scales are good to me from now till fri.Plan of action is to drink lots of water and try not have salty foods-better start the no salty foods tomorrow after what i had for lunch.Well i better get moving Anya has water babies and im still sitting here on this laptop-i'm in lazy hungry mode today and i dont like it.....tia and eric have kickboxing tonite-when they come in i'll go on the wii with them-hopefully that'll help.....oooo need to shake off this frame of mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!