DEPRESSED!!

Not been on here for ages!!!Period still not here but has been on its way for the last 2 weeks-felt so shit and still do....posting this whilst i have meant to have a lovely day with my hubby in a spa and we've been for dinner and now were staying over night in a posh hotel-it was our anniversary during the week-even this has not changed my mood and was so looking forward to it-dont get me wrong it has been lovely but im just so irritable and my stomach is so crampy....anyway hoping it'll be here tomorrow morning so i cant get it over for another month.It affected my wi last week with a sts and this week i have lost only a pound-i know better than nothing but still feel its 2 weeks wasted when i have been so good:(-gonna try mega hard this week and hopefully the past 2 weeks will catch up with the scales in a good way-right im on a mission this week!!